Not really

So. Well. Let's see.

My mom keeps referring to my wedding dress as my "dream dress".. which isn't entirely true because my dream dress would be well, not a dress. I do like it though, and it was my favorite of all i saw.. but dream? not really.

I finally got my blood sugars back under 200. I've been really good about not over eating, but I haven't been exercising.. so is it under control? not really.

I'm fairly excited about the Spongebob Christmas special that comes on tonight. I'm jealous that my friend already saw it.

I'm having issues with my child support. Good issues, but I'm sure it will come back to bite me if I get my hopes up that it will continue being doubled.

Not having a living room light is kind of annoying. It makes getting Chris to wake up in the morning to get ready a pain in the butt. Do I want to spend money on a new light? not really.

I had to buy a new tire today. So next month Zac will make me buy another one, so the world doesn't implode in a fiery ball of "omg they're not equal".

I have to make 3 trips to Kearney today.

That's right. You heard me.

Island Nazi

Because Brenna owes me, she had to clean off the kitchen island.. which is the catch-all for everything that doesn't first get set on the table catch-all or the chair catch-all.. hehe.. So anyway, of course it was kind of a big job, and now that it's clean she's intent on keeping it clean.. Do not set anything on it! You have been warned.

It's almost Christmas time. Well I'm getting ahead of myself.. it's almost wedding time. Wait, first it's Spongebob Christmas Special time. Then we'll worry about the other times.  Tonight is Santa and Fire Station night.

I haven't really done anything but shower and start laundry today, but I feel good about it anyway. I'm not tired, and not really dreading driving. My stomach thinks it's time to eat, but my blood sugar and weight think otherwise.

I'm anxious to try on my altered dress this week. I hope it gets done soon. I want to know how bad I'll look, so I can adjust my mentality accordingly.

We booked our hotel for the honeymoon yesterday. It was like half off, so yay! We aren't going anywhere exciting until summer, but it will be nice to get out of the house for awhile.

As for the wedding.. I still don't know how to get my make up done, and we're still not sure on the music.. but there will be beer and meat, and that's always a good time. I'll be in a skirt, and that should amuse those of you who aren't entertained by beer and meat..

I'm trying to stop popping my knuckles. It's hard.

Wish me luck.