not a happy camper..

I'm losing half my income. I've lost medicaid and the therapy etc that goes with it.

I'm screwed.

Did I speak too soon?

Ok, by now I should be an expert of discerning whether I'm depressed or just having a bad day.. but I'm not. I'm really worried that things are headed south again. Yesterday was just awful. I'm electing to get out of the house early today thinking that will help curb any issues right away. My house is overwhelming. My man is going back to work (hopefully) and leaving me alone all day and night. I got summoned for jury duty. I'm tired of getting up at 6am.. definitely ready for school to be over because of that.. My cousin, and pastor are moving in June.. Plus a couple of Brenna's friends are going too.. I don't do well with change.

I need to start over. I wish I could build my new house already. We drove around looking at ones we like yesterday. There are some really cool houses out there.

I lost medicaid. This could be really bad depending on what all medicare pays for. I don't know. I guess we'll find out.

I have weird black dots on my fingers. I'll bring them up to the doctor when I'm there in a couple weeks. I'll probably be covered in them by then.

I'm getting some help next week. I've had plans for it before, but it never works out.. so I'm skeptical.. But we'll see.. I'm still not sure what to do with my dogs and Zac during it. One dog I can catch, and put in the cage, but the other one I can't, and he'll just stand around and bark the whole time. Annoying.

Well, I suppose I'm done complaining for now. Here's to hoping today is better!

Betterness

Well ECTs are over.. I had to stop due to some slurring.. but I'm better now. The depression is gone too. Yippee.

Not much is going on. I'm in the mood to text lately.

I have to skip therapy because of the weather. Other schools are being cancelled, but ours isn't.. yet..

Yep, that's it.. I'm off to eat ramen noodles!