Well, I'm married. And glad it's over. And yeah. That's about all I have to say about it. Nothing changed but my name, and we're not going to discuss that.
We gave up on the having another baby idea when I completely freaked out when I went off my meds. This upsets me, but since no one will just have one for me, I'm out of (affordable) options.
I'm depressed enough in general for oodles of reasons.. the biggest of which I think has to do with having been off my meds, and gotten myself in a hole not even meds can dig me out of now that I'm back on them.
For this reason I'm going back in for more ECTs. My physical is on Monday, and hopefully they'll start shortly after that.
I am that desperate to stop crying.
